28 Mar 2008






Model : Wing Gundam Zero

Appearance : Gundam Wing the Movie: Endless Waltz

Pilot: Heero Yuy

Weapons: Buster rifle x2, Beam saber x2, vulcan x2

Model scale : 1:100


Ok, this here model is one of my favourite gundam out of 100 other gundams around. It costed me 3192 yen. I got it from Chiba, Japan. I some painting this time. The white and blue parts were painted with gundam spray paint while the green parts were coloured using a green gundam marker. Its quite a crappy job but looks good for a first time. it looks less plastic like now. Reason why I this robot suit is my favourite is because of the wings, the kick ass buster rifle and the pilot. The pilot, heero yuy, is not some hot cool guy. I mean, he only wears blue shorts and green sleeveless shirt. Its his personality, sorta emotionless kind of guy. Like me, someone said I was emotionless back at PTEB.wawwawa.. Anyways, enough bullshit..later

14 Mar 2008

Rayleonard - Aaliyah







This here is the model I bought at Kawasaki..It a model of the mech from the game; Armored Core 4. You'll see this baby at the opening video. The name of the armored core is Aaliyah and its pilot is Rayleonard. It took me around 12hours to put this bitch together..the model is so detailed that there are pieces that are 1mm small. Compared to a gundam, it doesnt require painting to make it look good. I had trouble between each pose cause some of the parts keeps coming off DX wawawa..eheheh..I'll get another model at the next port..thats about it.see ya XD

13 Mar 2008

Higashi Ohgishima - revisited








Finaly got my shore leave XD We were late so we only had like 3hrs to go around Kawasaki. I was busy looking for stuff.Just went around.bought myself a model of an AC from Armored core 4..hmmm..yeah, Kimonos are so expensive!! the cheapest I found was 50000 Yen..which is 500US dollars!! waa..I wanted to get 1 for either my sister of illa :( it was cold there.Good thing I brought the coat I got from UK..umm..thats it I guess..next port is Saodegaura!! Hope to get shore leave again cause I wana get another model XD

9 Mar 2008

Sick & Tired

Sorry but I had to let it out..

I'm getting sick and tired...I really am...Sick of going through the same shit Over and Over and OVER AGAIN!!! I can't take this much more..I don't feel like I'm trusted...I feel like I'm being push away...

I've tried to prove long enough...I've tried hard enough..what more do I need to do?!!! I'm sick of wasting time..talking about shit where my feelings are questioned over and over again!!! Spend and waste 30minutes(could even be more) trying to convince that my feelings are nothing but true..Why??? Because there's no trust!!! I rather talk about good happy things rather than that...its better that way..heck its healthier!! - no stress

This is why I don't to be the JIWANG-types (no offense)...Where you start listening to all those love songs..watch fucking Korean\Japanese dramas (and being emotional about it)...mushy2 nicks on MSN...all that shit...I was like that before and not anymore..cause I don't see the point..I don't find it necessary..you don't need to be that way to prove your feelings for another..That is why I rather be myself..I want to continue play hardcore games, listen to rock and orchestra and still be able to show some loving..

Yes I know its not easy!! You put yourself in trouble by not believing in 1 another..unless you think there's a love triangle going on so yeah..but thats the fucker's problem...he\she throws all those sweet poisonous words at you...you fail to see the fucking picture thus believe that he\she is the ONE\ Heart\ Teddy Bear...and all that kind of shit they can think of. But then later, after you SUBMIT yourself..you find out there's someone else out there..then you get left behind..owh you're in deep shit now..Yes, Life is full of shit.get used to it..them fuckers deserve to be sodomised with a rusted spear (or anything you can think off)...


The very reason why I don't support 'Having more than one wife thing'...Other countries, it's illegal to marry more than one..I find that good...its safe..lesser problems cause you only have to deal with one..One of my principals: ONLY ONE. So far, thats how its been..Still stick to it..always will..but no!! There are other who say, "Still, you never know one day" or "lah, cakap saja tu"..there's no trust you see..problem...what to do...

ahhh~ I think i'm done bullshitting..But i'm sure some of the things I said are true..I could be wrong..But I don't really care..just needed to let off some steam..I just want US to be happy...thats all :) seriously..I just don't know how much longer I can hold on..

cheers..

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"those who said that the pen is more powerful than a bullet, has never heard of automatic weaponary"

7 Mar 2008

what else to do..

hmmm...its been 3 weeks since I boarded this ship. Life has been just ok. Getting used to life here. I work from Monday to Saturday from 8am-5pm ( Japan time which is 1hr faster then Brunei's time). I do have coffee breaks at 10-10.30am and 3-3.30pm, and also lunch break from 12am-1pm. Sunday is study day..which means I'm not suppose to be free...but I try.ehehe XD

When we reached Lumut last week, I finally got my TV and Xbox 360..ahaha I was over joyed XD Now i get to play my games on the ship..ahahaha.Recently I've been playing Devil May Cry 4..I was wrong about it at first..I've been beating the crap out of the demons with both Nero and Dante..I dunno who is my favorite character because both have different abilities which makes them unique..ahaha..I'm not gonna go on cause I'm not bothered to right no

Now we're on the way to Japan again..this time its Higashi Ohgishima...again!!! Yeah..its the same port when I was on the ABADI for my tanker familiarisations trip which was in August last year...Besides that...I'm gettins sunburns!! shit!! DX my skin was already fair after coming back from UK.ahaha..besides taht..alls the same..

Take care...I'll post pictures of my cabin and Higashi Ohgishima soon..ehehe XD