trying too hard

I realise that I'm trying too hard without realising. What am I doing? I have to end it sooner or later. nothing will come out of continuing this. I've got to start setting the distance.

kill it

Now that I've let it out, guess now I'll kill these feelings. Thats all thats left for me.

Close these shattered glass door of this heart of mine

I'm a say goodbye to this heart of mine and throw away the keys.

so no souls may enter.

Maybe some other time.

One-sided

Although the truth is, its pretty much 1 sided. but it's alright, its a good feeling to have. You can't have everything you wish for. I hope. But that's pretty much it at the moment. As long both sides are happy, I guess thats all that matters.