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Sorry guys..kinda lame that I haven't updated my blog in awhile. I just don't have anything to say at the moment.

More like don't feel like it. But it's okay..there will be a time I will update again.. I have been tagged and shit...Probably that...I do have loads to say but I just don't know how to express em..I dunno..

My blog feels dead --

It's not too late..it's never too late..

This song has been stuck in my head for the past few days. It's never too late by Three Days Grace..Yes, I'm new to the band and I like to listen to most of the songs. This one, i like the way he sang and the lyrics..it has meaning..anyways, this is the lyric. enjoy =)

This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong
Who would have guessed it
I will not leave alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like it's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

No one will ever see
This side reflected
And if there's something wrong
Who would have guessed it
And I have left alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like
It's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

The world we knew
Won't come back
The time we've lost
Can't get back
The life we had
Won't be ours again

This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late (It's never too late)
It's not too late
It's never too late

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I'm sorry..but we have to go on =)

just to add up..

I want to say thanks to someone who was there for me last night, who called me right away instead of replying my message. You thought that you weren't doing good enough job helping me out that time. Well, you did =) If it weren't for you, I would have enough sleep last night and instead continue to wreck my mind and continue to be in tears for only God knows how long. Because of you, I could sleep well last night..again thanks..

For them..

I realised that I've been negative lately. I keep thinking that something bad is happening at home and that I'm helpless to do anything about it. Its probably because a lot of shit has been going on at home and that I'm far away from the closest of friends. I could only message them, chat with them online or make a call. I like a face to face conversation. It feels better that way. But neither the less, I'm thank full for everyone thats been supporting and helping me out up till this point and I may need you guys once again..

I just need to keep going, I can't thoughts like this keep taking me down. Now, I started going back to my prayers. Because I know I need them. I need God to guide me and faith to keep me calm whenever possible. Because there are people out there that are waiting for me..and I, myself, cant wait to see them again =)

My family..



Adi, Ajim, Arib, Rina, Hakim, Tina and especially babu..I'm sure that they want me back home. I'm incomplete without them. They are my purpose in life and it will always be that way. But I can't go back now. If I did, I'd be nothing more than a dissapointment, and I ain't gona let that happen. I want to go back home proud =)

My friends,



Hasz, Zizi, Putri, Zaimah, Nabil, Faiz, Rhyme, Siti, effa, Hafiz..everyone especially my best friend, Amirul. What am I gona do without you guys =\ ahaha..I may be a loner but I know that I was never truly alone cause I have friends like you guys. Thanks..Can't wait to have a blast with you guys again..yet another big part in life..

If it weren't for you all, I don't know what would have become of me. I faced so many problems, be it family, personal..you guys were always there to give that hand that helps me stand back up and to move on..This post..is for all you whom are my family and friends

The visit to Staffords

2 weeks ago, I went to Stafford to visit some good friends of mine..It was alright. I get to meet my new found friend though, Sophie.

I thank Khairi for introducing to her. She's very nice and unique in her own way. I really meant what I said. So on a saturday, we met at Stafford Railway station and took the bus around Midlands. She showed us around Telford. It was good.Then we went to her place at Newport. To get to her place, we went pass a canal. Then past stables filled with bulls. Yes, it smelled really bad.




So we finally got to her place. There we found 2 cute little creatures. The ginger cat is monty and the other is Poppy XD Then Played blood roar with her Wii and Kicked Ass.



Yeah, this is post is kinda boring. I'm just out of words. Honestly, I did enjoy my time there and I hope I get to see you guys again =)