These feelings mixed together

Its been 3 years. 3 long years. Now I'm near the end of my course. I have finally passed all my exams, and now I'm only left with resit assignments and the orals. Knowing that I passed the exams was quite a relief. Now i just need to pay the rest of my attention to these assignments and get out of here. My flight should be around the 31st oct, maybe earlier or later.

I am excited and can't wait to go back. However I will miss this place without a doubt. I wont miss the crap weather that for sure. But I will miss the places that I've been to, shops they have to offer and most important of all, all the friends that I have made here. I will definitely miss these people. These are 1 of the things that makes me sad. But I know, that we have to part our ways sooner or later. I have made great friends here, surely ones that I will not find back home. I'm not saying that they are better than the ones back home, but are just as unique as the people who I refer to as Real friends.

Maybe one day, I'll come here for a short leave to see them. Maybe. I dunno. I just feel that time is running short for me..

I'll miss you all

owh come on

lol seriously I've really got to give up on this ^^;

The thought counts

As most people say whenever others try to do something for them but unable to deliver; "hey, the thought counts"

I guess I should say the same thing this. I should be happy that the thought that you accepted me counts that things are complicated thats why we couldnt get any further. I need to be grateful. I am, but I guess I feel a sort of dissatisfying?

I believe that its because I've been feeling very lonely before all this. Thats why these feelings are hard to wear off. But I will try my best, because I want to be in control.

Thanks, the thought counts =)