50-50 : Happy and Bad times

Haven't updated for a long while. Got some internet connection here so I'm taking the oppurtunity.

Anyways, just came back from Essex and leaving for Aberdeen tomorrow. About the Essex, its all fun...but I know..cause I feel it..It wasn't all that fun the whole way. Very noticable but people have their rights. Its probably my fault for bringing the wrong company and definitely my own fault for behaving the way I am.

Its hard I guess..maybe not. Right now, I don't have the words to say how sorry I feel about the bad things that had happened for the whole 5 days and 5 nights. The other didn't really noticed it..but I know that there were some negatives in the dark covered by a mask with a smile so fake. I guess its something that can't be helped as it has already been done. The memory is stained by the bad that was not on purpose and coated abit by the happy silly times that I try to fill it in with...Although, It looked like I didn't even try.

whats' done is done..There's no point in worrying. It will not change. All we could all do is to forgive. I just want to say sorry. But I know its not good enough.

The 2nd London

sorry for the late update..Been busy with my assignments. I hav a common test for Stability tommorow, but I try to squeeze in time to update my blog.

Anyways, things are going well I guess. Just spent 2 days in London during the weekend last week. It was good..but for some reason..didn't felt as fun as it was during the first time. I'm not really sure why..but yeah

Went there around Saturday morning and arrived at noon.Then in the afternoon, Me, Putri, Khairi, Duan and Fillah (Peanut) went to South Kensington to visit the A&V building where an art exhibition was being held. Unforntunately, even with my navigation skills, we arrived late and the museum was to close in 15 minutes.

Then later we went around an ice skate park near the museum just for sight seeing. There wasnt much. It was raining too so it was pretty cold that night. We then went to Picadilly looking for Chinatown to unlock the Nokia N70 that I bought for illa and also to get a phone card.

Later after that,well...we just went around..sight seeing..I guess that day I was closer to Duan and Peanut. We had fun just making a fool of ourselves. ahahaha..

Yeah, me and Kai slept at a hotel near Bruhall. We cant stand sleeping in the surau or at the lobby. So went room searching. We got lucky at the end. We got a twin room for 59 pounds which is like..29 pounds per person. Good price I'd say. Me and Kai spent the night talking bout stuff, playing monster hunter freedom 2 Ad-hoc..I also made a phonecall home since I promised my aunt that I'd contact her after her engagement.

We had a goodnight's sleep I think but I think Kai told me that I was snoring..ahahahaha..sorry,dude!! Well, we came to London for the next day's event; the Sultan's visit and money..yeah baby!!1