I kept thinking..

I kept thinking..

..Will I be able to make a difference this time?

..Will I be able to prove that I can do it?

..Will I be able to stop myself from making the mistakes i made in the past?

I kept thinking..

..Will I be able to make myself more focused on what needs to be done?

..Will I be able to stop myself from forgeting things that are important?

..Will I be able to prevent myself from wasting my time doing things that are of no benefit?

..Will I be able to complete work when they are given to me?

I kept thinking..

..Will I be able to make myself more active then ever before?

..Will I be able to make myself noticable to those around me?

..Will I be able to spend less time alone like what I did before?

..Will i be able to enjoy myself more without intefering the progress of my studies?

I kept thinking..

..This is what i've always wanted to do..

..To prove that I can do it..

..To show that I can be a better person..

..To show that I can be independent..

..To show that I can live..

..I am not alone..

I kept thinking..

..I can do this...

..I must do this..

..There's no turning back..

..Whats done is done..

..I kept thinking..Not to look back at my past..but to keep moving forward..always..