intentional

sigh..I have failed 2 of my exam papers. 1 being the one I will be doing in 2 hours time. Its intentional. I have no idea what to revise what soever. The lecturer was of no help at all. Loads expected to fail this one. So do I. Sigh, that makes a total of 3 resits. There goes more of my money. Sigh. Owh, well. No point regretting. Last minute just doesnt work anymore.

let this be the last

I know for sure that I won't be able to pass this. I can at least try. But it's alright. I have learnt from this. I hope things will change. But most of all, I just want to say that I'm sorry. Sorry for being unable to be the best that you expect me to be. But I promise, I will be better. Only in due time..

bout time

I have lost enough..I 've gone this far with nothing but luck..I don't luck anymore..I wana do this!!! I will not lose anymore!!

get it over with

this is taking too long..I want to end this as soon as possible..just a couple more years..then I could rest..rest in peace..i don't really want to live here any longer than that..

repetitions

sigh..same as always..

can't help

I just can't help realising how bad and disappointing it is. When people says a lot of things and never deliver. Its not wealth, favours or anything, more like promises for a good friendship..it's funny that at one point, they stop talking to you all of a sudden.

This has been happening way to many times. I find it really sad and I'm very dissapointed about it. About the people who says "We'll always be good friends" and it never really happens. Sigh..I'm probably just the same. I dunno. Sigh..Owh well :) gotta move on

Past Tense

Can't help the fact that I miss those smiles that I've seen and never got to see them ever again..Sigh, I never knew what happened then. But still, it feels somewhat..cruel :) Expect the unexpected as they say. heh. Owh well..

=)

sigh..

I hardly post anything in my blog nowadays. I guess I'm just bothered with it at the moment..

Anyways, its been great. Went to Barcelona with some people from Newcastle and it was great..awesome. We became good friends soon after that. Very nice bunch. Can't wait to go back up there to see them again. The problem is that it's just too cold.

Then went to London with some of them. It was just as great. Anyway you go, as long you have good friends with you, you will always have a good time and I sure did. Thanks guy. Ending the year 2008 with you guys was the best. I can't ask for anymore than that. I'm gonna miss you guys.

Throughout the winter break, I had never felt lonely. Thanks to friends at NC and some from other places. Can't wait for the Easter Break. We have plans!! haha..and improve those guitar hero skills!!

Hmmm...Sales has been evil in UK. I've spent too much than I need to. Well, I guess its alright to go on a shopping spree once in a while XD haha..

Miss you guys..and the people back home..where are you guys when I need you the most? I'm sure you guys are busy with your own lives. I don't want to be selfish. That is why I'm making some new friends her..but you guys will always be the best I had..see you all when I come back home =)